Wednesday, October 19, 2005
today isnt my day. seriously.. got back scripts and saw my results. all totally terrified me so much so that i just cant belief those are my marks. sigh. its too late for any regrets now. shall just satisfy myself by saying that ive tried my best. thanks dday. you all were there to cheer me up when i cried just now. <3 i know im just too complacent with myself. thinking everything would turn out sooo perfect after exams?? HAAS. in fact, all turned into a wreck now. wth?? hai. i just cant get myself to where i initially belong. and eventually im living in a world that gives me more tears and vexations. i hope all will heal in time to come. and i greatly appreciate those who stood beside me all this while. you know who you are. THANKS SO MUCH. if it wasnt because of you guys, i guess i will really really get screwed up. anyway, i guess im alright now. feeling so much better compared to current morning. and so, i know ive to stop tearing. it wont do me and my cliques any better. oh yah; this apply to you too. oinkoink. thanks for those craps youve said earlier. though i said its CRAPS. but it made me smiled. right baobei?? LOL. x) PS: vulgar family; you guys are not forgotten!! I <3>
let's make love, in th closet;
10:34 AM;
